it's up to you now
Posted on: Monday, August 31, 2009
Posted at: 10:10 PM
It's up to you now.
I tried to do what i could.
Sitting there feigning ignore as if i'm still the one at fault.
To save the friendship or not,it's your choice to make.

~mistakes are meant to be made,but also meant to be corrected.

All Ut over
Posted on: Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Posted at: 8:11 PM
All the UT have been done,some really good some okok...now the holidays are here,and so it is the fasting month too....time to relax and slack...and i guess some people moved on...while some are just too busy...either way...let'ssee what the holidays bring.

zikuan 21st birthday
Posted on: Sunday, August 9, 2009
Posted at: 10:33 PM
Wow,i'm not that tired...but the weather these days is so effing warm...but welll...singapore what could you expect...so i just got back from zikuan peh's birthday party...and she's 21...hmmm...i don't know whether thats good or bad...but 21 must be more matured ok!! winks**

So me deavi lynn and zafiqah i think her name...met at woodlands inter...and was deciding what ride to take to get there...in the end we took bus...couple of direction help from zikuan and her bro..and we somehow made it..

her house was super crowded actually...ahha...i was feelin uneasy to actually sit and not let the others sit...but well...i did my best...and zikuan has very nice brother and mother...i managed to have a convo with her mom..and a little with her bro...they are nice people...

and i did catch national day parade on tv...while trying to get comfy.im sorry i didnt really eat..kinda rude but i really wasnt that hungry...but the food's good aite..

and you really have lively friends and family...and it's great to see you smile so so so much...that's all that matters..to me.

so after some photos and cake was effing awesome...so we decided to take off...everything beginning has an end..thats what they say..and something happened..it just did..so i'm still kinda speechless...but i mean it..alot.

"Somethings might have happen whether good or bad,maybe all those that happened,happened for a reason...i've only known you for a year plus...but there are alot memories we share..since the day i stepped into school til now as i'm typing..i may not be the very best friend you ever had,but i hope i am someone that can make you smile without hesitation.i just hope whatever memories we share,meant to you as much as it did to me

so zikuan peh,another year older another year for you to have a blissful life,and i've always treasured you as someone whom i need and not someone whom i want...
-forever & always-

Reminiscence
Posted on: Saturday, August 1, 2009
Posted at: 9:05 PM
I'm still at my sis hse..since morning i guess...everybody's worn out...i wanna head home...but i guess...the guest need to leave first and when everything settled then we can go...

I lay on the bed just now...thinkin how bored i am...i looked at the photos in my ipod....every single one of them hold a special meaning a special memory.It's like gazing through pictures of friends and things we done...either that it was only a memory...or something we still love to do.

It's amazing when i observe and my thoughts run through my mind...some of them made me smile...because i remember those moments which were so silly.Some of them..i only had bits and pieces in my mind left.

Lookin at them...i remembered those close to me,those who made my life everchanging...and those who "touched and went".But they all..did change my life..

I realised those pictures hold much more meaning than i thought they did...what's left is to cherish what i still have.because sometimes we really take things for granted....

we won't be defeated~~!