dilenma
Posted on: Tuesday, March 25, 2008
Posted at: 12:41 AM
todae woke up abt 11plus.argued with my mum abt my nephew cause hes sick and my mum want me follow her go doctor,but i nd to go speech day rehearsal.i was like oh gosh wad to do,in the end i went speech day since my mum said we'll go tmr.

went choir ar had fun singin but was tiring.then let teachers hear,they were like:nt bad there was harmony and all,come back later and nd abit improvement.

2nd time,their comment:spot on singing,mark improvement,very good harmony.den i kena duno the hod of science complimented me,duno wad she said.

these few days,i kept thinkin of that someone,no matter what i do i can't just forget her yet.i know i shouldn't be saying this cause she and me will never be together.there is just no possibility for us.all the odds are against us.i don't know why even when my mind deny it my heart still feel it.i've tried time and time again,succeed and then fall.even though i tried not talkin or contactin her but it seems it takes more than that.sometimes when i don't talk to her when we meet,it's nt because i'm ignoring her,it's just my mind is in a whirl of what to do or say.i know she's always been the same to me and if someone was at fault,it would be me not her.i don't know if im lovesick or just sick,but i guess time will tell.i guess because she's the first maybe.this is tough for me but i hope even when this is over we will still be the best of friends.Nevertheless, i would forget her as the person i love but not as the great friend i cherished~sayonara~